My path wasn’t always paved with smooth stones.
The bumps and crags caused me to stumble,
To veer away from my God,
Thankfully not for long.
Life would be good for a while
I’d pass a difficult class,
Date a nice man
But then an obstacle would rise up
It’s not that I forgot how loving God could be,
Or that I lost faith in His love.
I’d get lost in my own drama
Thankfully not for long.
I’d forget to look up
And enjoy the blue sky above.
Be mesmerized by the clouds floating by
Instead, I’d plod along lost in my sadness
.
I thought I had no one to turn to.
No one who’d care if I bared my soul.
Not one single person who’d dry my tears.
Thankfully it didn’t last for long.
When my world fell apart, dragging me into the depths
I’d wallow in misery, tears washing my face,
Blocking my vision so completely
That no joy, no hope could penetrate.
But then something wonderful happened,
My husband-to-be entered my world
And everything changed.
Thankfully for a good, long time.
He was there to bolster me up when
Sadness weighed on my shoulders.
He was there when I felt incompetent,
Incapable of succeeding in whatever I chose to do.
He showed me the blue sky, the clouds drifting by.
He held my hand and made me feel loved.
Together we laughed and smiled.
Thankfully for a good, long time.
He brought God into my life.
Together we’d pray, attend Mass,
Take classes to be better parents.
Walk with me when the path got bumpy.
He changed my life in so many ways.
And still does, all these years later.
He’s shown me unconditional love.
Thankfully for a good, long time.