A Sensitive Soul

I was born with a sensitive soul:
hurt covers me like icy water,
leaving me shaken and weak,
unable to walk, to function
as a human being.

I weep when others sniffle,
sob when some merely dab their eyes.
inside fires rage and water boils
with an intensity measured
by the Richter scale.

Pain strikes like an axe
falling hard on my furrowed brow,
bringing me to my knees
begging for the waves to pass
and peace to come.

While some quietly rage, I boil over,
spreading my doom and gloom
everywhere my eyes travel,
making my presence felt.
Uncomforting others.

Harboring my hurts
like a mother sheltering her young
I cradle them, caress them,
nurture them until splinters grow into
full-blown trees.

Letting go is not easy.
I preach forgiveness, but find
clinging vines cover my heart, blocking
my arteries, cutting off oxygen,
inhibiting rationality.

The good news is that time heals.
Good memories release pain
allowing stories to cry away the hurts.
New days begin with hope
for those like me, born with
a sensitive soul.

Dawn Thoughts

Another day awakens
Promising warm winds
Sunny skies
Gentle events
to guide me through
the hectic times

I stretch, drawing in
energy to replenish
my weary soul
Revitalize desires
Strengthen interests
A healing balm

The day beckons me forth
into the primal dawn
Greeted by the early
call of morning birds
Filled with bounteous joy
I burst into expectant smile

The day is mine to conquer
I shall vanquish foes
Destroy doubts
Eliminate naysayers
Rise to the peak
Declare my victory

Ah, the dreams of a new day
fill my sights and
I rejoice.