I wonder where my dad is now?
What country or what town?
Do the people even know he’s there?
And care about his men?
I wonder what he’s thinking of
While I stare at the clouds?
Does he see the same sky I see
And smile at the same bright sun?
I wonder is he questions
What the war is all about?
Does it make a difference what he does?
And how will it all come out?
I wonder when he does come home
Whom will he smile at first?
Do you think he’ll even recognize me
And know that I’m his son?
I wonder if he wonders
What I’m thinking of today?
Does he pray for me on bended me
And whisper I love you?
Perhaps when he does come home
He’ll have changed in scary ways.
Or maybe he’ll cry tears of joy
Day after wondrous day.
Maybe he’ll never share his tales
Of things seen, done and said
For fear of changing how we feel
About our dear old dad.
I wonder where my dad is now
And what’s going through his mind.
I hope he pictures me and mom
And yearns to come back home.
For now I’ll pray every day
That he’ll survive the war
Return to me as the man I knew
So we’ll be whole once more.