Despair disrobes my aching soul
Twisting me into nothingness
Stealing my solitary goal
Filling me with dire hopelessness
I cling to pleasant memories
Striving to erase my own pain
Fighting against complexities
That confuse my poor little brain
Hopelessness outweighs all pleasure
Crashing me into thick steel walls
Shielding me from golden treasure
Blinding my eyes to pleading calls
My life is pettily pointless
Of what use is continued fight?
To die, I must nevertheless
Today, no; and please not tonight
With a glimpse over my shoulder
I do catch Your glorious face
Floating, like a granite boulder
Uncomfortably out of place
Is there some hope? Will I survive?
With Your strong arms carrying me
I do believe that I may thrive
To express creativity
Hopelessness is driven away
Which cleanses my still burning soul
Nothingness chooses not to stay
I rejoice and set a new goal.